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entries profile archives others Just a fraction of your love fills the air, And I fall in love with you all over again. You’re the light that feeds the sun in my world. I’d face a thousand years of pain for my boy, Out of all the things in life that I could fear, The only thing that would hurt me is if you weren’t here.

NINE
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 10:06 PM

God is an amazing FATHER.
but life can be complicated, no? like...
why with problems, it's so easy to start with ?
But then with solutions, why is it so hard to find it?
Before i've always thought God just kept throwing problems at me to make me stress out with my life and not live it happy. But the thing is, he isn't. I've learned so much. Life is life. You cant really do anything about it. God is trying to make you happy, and not make you stress out. If you are, YOU are the one who made that problem. Not God. Don't be blaming God for stuff he didn't do. Blame God for the strength you have for going through the problem. He is beside you through the whole way. You know how i found this out? I was at my confirmation retreat, and they showed me The "Father's Love Letter" like its from our God , our FATHER.

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God


my point, no needing to blame God for everything. It's basically saying your blaming your mom and dad for EVERYTHING. don't think that. That's not the right thing to do. I know that now. I've learned it through so many things. Through church, my aunts and uncles. my parents, and most importantly God. When i first heard that letter, i began to cry. I was so touched. after reading that letter from God, i knew he was always there for me, REGARDLESS. always there for me when i need the strength. When i've done something wrong.

- Basically God is always there for you. He's your Father. Talk to him when you have to♥
rachellerivera
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Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 4:57 PM


Dearest Andrea Lianne Umali :
whats good ate ? :) ♥ gosh i miss you so damn much, with the fact i'm seeing you tomorrow as well LMAO. oh true true, 8)

so we met.... September 2008, ay say word. we passed one year 8) bomb, we beat myself and joshua ;) ahah X) LMFAO look what I found. Back in september 2008 : ) ROFL, wow we look so young! but ay ! it was our first picture together. LMFAO let's remember how we met.
myself and marrisa is laughing *HAHAHAHAHA*
Beverly : Marrisa & Rachelle, this is Andrea.
You : HI! are you filipino?!
Me : yeah i am
ROFL i love how you start off asking if i'm filipino ate :) ♥ LOOL nice question to ask, REALTALKS ♥ ahaha . at first, gah i didn't really like you, aha exposed? ROFL. i thought you stole everything from me, whata stupid idiot was i T_T LMFAO don't mind yo, i was very selfish of myself. :) aha .
Oh yeah! then you were dealing with my ading :) LOL. i don't wanna say squirrel shit, i don't wanna be rude, even though i just said it ;) ahaha XD but yeah. aww you and my ading ♥ you guys were a cute couple. but kept breaking up T_T gosh. LMFAO. but yeah , i guess 7 times works. xD LMFAO whata fail ate ♥ xD oh and then we had chillages at your base ;) with twinheight and myself XD NOHOMO ram FOR LIFE, true? ♥ aww i like that picture of us, even though i look murked :) but yeah ♥ aha LOVE , i friggen love both of you guys. you guys are always thaa bomb ♥ LMFAO hmm .. at school it was always US. three of US, plus ading and aj x) LOL. i was the lonely one cause my boyfriend wasn't in the school T_T that was friggen tourture, and it's still tourture, BLAH BLAH BLAH. anywho . yeah, i miss your old house. I remember when your sister was in the shower for like half an hour and i had to pee so badly. and like , she finally finished and i went to go pee then, i like got locked in the washroom :( LMFAOO i friggen hate that washroom yo. and and ahah JOKE LANG! i still didn't post up our video :( fail fail.. ahah remember that time when i went to your house, just me. and we had our little chillage of us two ? nohomo. LOL. and i looked like a little kid ? LMFAO ! oh damn good times good times (H) ahah , @ the picture > I look soo stupid T_T LMFAO. ay , "My mom used to tell me to pose like this all the time." LMFAO truue truue ♥ ahaha x) that was so funny, then i had a candy cane (H) wooo and we were watching Suite life on Deck and TreeHouse, LMFAO i forgot what show. I think it was Roly Olie Polie . lmfao dont friggen ask, thats my channel (H) im too cool im too cool ♥ LOOOOL XD ye yoo. hmm then kayla came over and it was like us three , cool times cool times. aww remember MARK?! our lil group with you me marrisa and keersten, then it became MARKK randomly, cause kayla came in? aww we were the cutest things ever : ) AWW i found the picture look ! ♥aww we were cute we were cute :) ahaha ♥ LOL well yes : ) aww i miss that so much :( frig now we are .. mrkk. LMFAO wtf ? we're missing a letter dumbass. we're missing you :( ahhh ! COME BACK TO ST.ANNNE ! ♥ lool
anywho hmm i remember we went to your house NEW HOUSE AWW posh posh ♥ ROFL ROFL. i miss her/him i forgot. XD lool anywho thank you for everything you've done for me ate , loove you off . miss you too ♥

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LMAO eww look at what i found :) ♥

Love you off ate ♥ 2008-2009 <3